Category Archives: Followers

My Writing/Blogging

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I realize that since I got out of the psychiatric hospital, I haven’t been writing as much as I was before I went in. I’m not sure what the exact reason for this is, it’s not because I don’t have the time, because I do, and it’s not for lack of ideas of things to write about. I just haven’t been doing it…. laziness perhaps? I don’t know.  

I have been working on a couple of pieces about my mom, one of which I just published tonight, “The Day My Mom Died”. This year, April 13th marked the eleventh year since she passed and since I have this blog now, I decided I’d like to write a couple few posts about her between the 13th of this month and the 14th of May, which would be her 56th birthday had she lived. I guess to me dates are significant and when it comes to my mom, it’s like that month of time there in between dates is kind of like my, “my mom month”, where I seem to think of her more often and miss her a little more. So in memory of her, I decided to write about her. 

I’m hoping to get some other blog posts out too, while I’m still working on the last piece on my mom. I have some things to share, some more exciting that others, maybe like what’s been going on between D and I the last couple months, but the last few weeks especially. God I love that man, I know it sounds terrible, but I love him far more than I ever have my husband. How does that happen, seriously?? When it comes to the way I believe in God/Jesus/Holy Spirit and the Bible, I am very conflicted by my feelings for D, because technically, I know that I’m wrong, that everything about what I feel for him that goes beyond just friendship, is wrong. I know that the sexual things are wrong. All this stuff in the eyes of the God that I believe in, is wrong, yet I keep doing it and my feelings for him just keep getting stronger. I love him so much I could never end what we have. Above all else he’s my best friend, and that’s the honest truth. So yeah, there’s all that to talk about too, lol.

The weather’s been getting nicer and since we have a HUGE yard to rake, front AND back, we’ve been out doing a lot of raking and yard work. We have a big old willow tree that sits next to the house and hangs over the driveway and oh my goodness does it ever shed some branches, sticks, and leaves. Not to mention all the other trees in the yard and their leaves. It’s madness I tell you!! lol Raking nightmares at night, lol. Things are actually going alright right now for once, it’s kind of weird. I mean, they’re not great, but it’s not bad either, not like it usually is, the husband and I fighting constantly, his yelling and name calling to me, all that. I’m hoping and praying that things stay this way…. but I don’t have my hopes up. So here’s to hoping I can start posting more regularly, we’ll see what happens!! Thanks for following and reading my blog, I truly appreciate your support, it always makes me feel giddy to see another like or follower or comment, etc., so thanks again guys! Til next time. ~ L.L.  

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Thank You Opinionated Man!

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I just want to write a short thank you to Opinionated Man, writer of Harsh Reality. Thank you for all the support and thank you for directing traffic/readers to my blog posts, my blog. Being new on here, I am still learning the ropes, I don’t completely understand it all, but I’m trying. I try to read as many blogs as I can. Through my whole blogging experience though, you Opinionated Man, have always read my work, commented on it, liked it, given me advice, and helped direct readers to my blog…. I appreciate that more than you know and if there’s ever anything I can ever do for you, just give me a shout out. Thank you so much again! And thank you to ALL my readers and followers!!! I appreciate the love more than you know! 

Wow!! Thanks Again!!

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Just a short message to say thank you to my followers and readers!!!! I now have reached 43 wordpress followers and even though I’m not quite sure I get it, lol,  I have 52 email followers!!!! I’m stoked guys, really. I appreciate it so much! Even if you only come and read one article, hit the follow button and never read again, I still appreciate the fact that you came and read that one article and chose to follow me, it makes me want to write even more. As I’ve said before, I’m not here for a popularity contest, but it sure is nice to know there are people out there reading your stuff sometimes. So again, thank you so so much, I love the support! Godspeed ~ L.L. 

Thank You

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I’ve been writing this blog since December. I started this blog not because I wanted popularity or hundreds of followers, but because I wanted a place to share the things in my life that I can’t share with those I “know”. There’s something therapeutic in being able to say what you want to anonymously to everyone and anyone who reads it. I’m sure some people will judge me, and that’s okay, I knew that when I started. I’ve enjoyed writing this so far and I enjoy and appreciate the people who visit my page, read my blog posts, people who like my blog posts, those who make comments, everybody…. I appreciate it all and I want to give a big thank you to all my readers, my followers, my visitors, thanks so much! 🙂