I really want to start writing again, but I just can’t seem to get myself back into the swing of things. I posted something last night for the first time in a couple of weeks I think it had been, and it felt good to do it, to write something and get it out there. I have so many things I want to write about, that I’m just not sure where to start or with what…. I don’t wanna be all over the place, yet I’d like to get it all out too. I’m hoping it just sort of comes to me, post by post, as I slowly but surely get back on the blogging horse so to speak.
Honestly I don’t feel much better than I did before I went to the psychiatric unit, but I don’t feel exactly the same either. I don’t know, it’s hard to discern what exactly is going on in me. I will try to write though, as often as I can, while carrying on with my life. Figuring it out one day at a time. Thank you to those of you who are still following me. I apologize for being gone for so long. I hope to be back regularly soon.
I love this…. To me, this explains writing perfectly…. Your thoughts, your emotions, your words, it all bleeds out when you write.
Lately I’ve been finding that I want to write, honestly, I do…. but one of two things keeps happening…. Either a) I’m so tired by the time that I actually get time to write, that it’s all I can do to hold my eyes open, let alone write. (Although that does make for an interesting idea, lol, sit here at the keyboard while I nod in and out, see what keys I push and go with it, lol.) or b) I want to write, but I seem to be having a hard time picking out one particular topic, idea, story, post, etc., I’m sure you get the picture. See, I’m bad for rambling and topic hopping, and I’d like to try to avoid that with this. I was thinking that maybe if I just posted multiple blog posts in twenty – four hour period, (without being to excessive and going overboard of course), that maybe that would solve this issue. Then there’s still choosing what to write about, even if I’m breaking it up into a few different pieces. I get a really good idea a lot of times and if I don’t write it down, I forget it most times. I’ve also been struggling with certain types of content that I’d like to write about, but am still not sure where I’m at on that. I think in the end I’ll choose to go with what it is that I want to write, because this blog is after all, entitled In My Words…. My life in my words. So if one blog post is about crafts with the kids and the next one is a hot and heavy R – rated piece, I guess don’t be surprised, lol. No matter what, my goal is to just keep writing, without going too long in between posts. So from now on, my plan is to write in a more organized format I guess you’d say…. trying to stick to one or two specific topics or ideas with each blog post…. even if that means multiple posts in a twenty – four hour period, like I said. We shall see how this works!! Above all, I’m not just doing this for myself, so that I don’t feel like I’m so jumbled together in my posts on here, but so that my readers can read what I have to say without trying to follow five topics at once, while hopping off down bunny trail one and two, lol. I want it to work for both myself and my readers.
Ahhh…. Adult Content…. now there’s a good old fashioned controversial topic. Which is why I think I’m having this little debate with myself the last few days, as to whether or not I should include my “adult content” in my blog posts, which to me are more than just posts, they are a story, my story, and that “adult content” is a very big part of my story…. Now don’t get my wrong, I didn’t start this blog with the intention of turning it into a pornographic blog, but it doesn’t mean that just because that’s not my main topic or focus in this blog that it’s not or can’t be a part of it…. posts with pornographic or sexual nature, explicit and detailed, etc. In fact, a good majority of my posts won’t/would not be of that nature…. but the select ones that are, I don’t want them to cause a reader to pass judgement on my WHOLE blog just from reading one post that they didn’t like or found inappropriate. At the same time, I don’t want to hold back on the stories of my life or the writer that’s in me, for fear of offending others with accounts of my life, sexual or non. I’ve thought of maybe trying to keep it to a soft core porn type level if I do decide to include posts with adult content in them, but that writer in me gets carried away and I can’t help but want to write every last detail. I started this blog to talk about my life…. this is part of my life. In the end I will probably end up posting blog posts with adult content in them, but as for now I’m undecided. I welcome comments with what you think!!! Please do! Well, I guess we’ll see!!! Til next time!